Woah, slow down.

I wish this was a January goals/new years resolutions post. But it’s not. I don’t know what this is. It just came out.

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I recently have “returned” from my first, real blogging break. I posted about my little adventures I took over my holiday and acted as if I was back. But to be honest with you guys, I don’t know if I am.

Bigger things than “what DIY will I post about today”, or “what dreamy to-do list will I share”, has come up in my life. Nothing actually big has happened, I’m okay and all! And maybe it’s just the new year freshness, or the huge possibilities that 2016 already has in store; but I’m restless and already neck deep in stress/excitement. My mind is so cluttered and nervous that I cannot possibly fathom creating a makeup tutorial or other.

Work, possible promotions, grad school starting, errands, body modifications, cleaning, planning, writing, seeing friends, learning, cooking, working out: none of it has been ironed out. January 1st is already done and gone, and I have nothing to show for it.

What am I saying? I don’t know what I’m saying, or doing, or planning on doing. It’s all a blur, can you tell? So I guess that IS what I’m saying, and that is, that I don’t know.

Right now I need to buckle down and figure out what I’m doing. When I’m done, I’ll tackle my blogging expectations. In the mean time, I may post, I may not post.

I know you all will understand.
I hope you guys are ready for an absolutely crazy, amazing, year.

Cheers,
— Brey